Happy birthday to one of the most amazing and important people in my life. The boy who’s been with me in some ugly times but also in good ones. The boy who makes me very happy, special, put laughs and smiles in my face, takes tears away and sometimes put a few there. I am myself when I’m around you. I don’t have to be anyone else or keep appearances just be me. Sometimes it gets hard, but little by little we keep going, not even distace can separate us. Happy 26th birthday babe, I love you

I’ve been losing weight very quickly, I lost 3 pounds in 1 day, honestly I’m not happy about this, probably this week I lost about 9 pounds. i know school is taking over me, because it’s finals and all that, and yes probably the situation between my parents have something to do, and now why not the boy. things arent easy, I don’t think it’s going to last very long, i don’t want to be a pessimistic, but he’s giving me enough reasons to give up, and i’m tired, i can’t be the only one putting some effort in the relationship, a relationship is for two and i dont think i can do it anymore. yesterday i was crying my eyes out, my stepdad saw me crying and he didnt said anything but asked my mom what was wrong with me, she didn’t know i was crying, i needed someone to be there with me and to hold me, my best friend lives in another state so she can’t be with me in moments like this and i feel like i annoyed people everytime i talk about ales, so i keep it to myself. today i was emotional again, i found an old cd and put it really loud and i was singing louder, my mom was looking at me weirdly she knows i have something but i dont want to tell, so she tooked me to the mall and i bought a gorgeous dress, i have no idea when i’m going to wear it, but i bought it. today my sister did something that was so sweet, she saw me crying while i was washing the dishes, she took a napkin and started to wipe my tears, then she hugged me and told me that everything will be ok, my 9 year old sister, wow. the people that love me are the ones that help me get me through the day.  

As much as I love you, i think it’s time to let you go. It hurts just to think about it, it really does, i have never fallen for someone like this, it was the first time i was in love. Everything happened so fast, it was unreal, and we surely were against all odds, but we were happy together, nothing else mattered, just you and me.

this last couple of months everything went downhill, nothing was ok. i haven’t talk to you, because there’s no time, never. i’ve been going on and on and on about this in my head, i can’t stop thinking about it, i can’t stop thinking about you, never.i dont want to lose you, but it might be the best, and i miss you, want you, need you a lot, but i don’t know if i can continue like this, i0m not sure of how much more i can take.

i love you, i will always love you, maybe not like before, maybe more, just know that i love you no matter what, and thank you for all those memories.

• Ales say:
• u are so sweet
• i really just like u
• just being with u
• is fun
• and the fact
• that i think ur hot is a bonus
• Carolina say:
• oh really
• ales say:
• ur a doll
• just amazing
• its true
• u r so cool
• i never get bored when im with u
• Carolina say:
• ok u cant see but im blushin
• ales say:
• and thats a very cool thing to have
• when u can just do nothing with someone
• and have fun andbored not be
• Carolina dice:
• thanks for saying those things : )
• ales say:
• te amo
• it's impossible to not love him