She caught me off guard, I didn’t know what to answer, I couldn’t find the words I actually couldn’t make any word or sound to come out of my mouth, just randomly said that’s over nana, there’s no more ales in my life. And she was like are you ok? What happened? My aunt was sitting next to me and she hold my hand and told grandma “mom ales is not part of caro’s life anymore, so we won’t mention him for a while’.
Oh yeah my family is in San diego, I haven’t seen them in a month since I got out of school and come here. I’m happy to see them but I don’t want to go back.
It’s hard too look at things like this because it hits me that it’s over and it hurts so much
when i was in high school i was the cupid between one of my best friends since 7th grade and a guy we met in high school (also a friend) 2 years older than us. and they were together for almost 3 years, everything was ok, but when they end up, my friend didnt take it well, he end up the relationship and right after that he started dating another girl, by this time, they werent that great anymore a lot of fights and no trust at all, anyway, when they break up. she couldnt get over it, and the same was for him, so i was in the middle, don’t get me wrong i like to help, and they were my friends so i didnt mind at all, at this point i have to say i’m a very honest person, and sometimes my honesty can came out cruel, and people get offended, but i’m just that honest, mostly, with people i know for a long time.so at some point when she was trying to get him back by doing stupid stuff, she asked for my help, i helped, he still was in love but couldnt go back to her, she tried to get him jealous, and things like that, they were playing a game where at the end, they will only get hurt. she asked for my advice and my honest opinion, i told her she needed to let him go. and was honest about everything, she did, and i thought she understood, things were good between us after that, everyone was happy, when our birthday came (her bday is may 7th, mine is may 8th) things went downhill. she was a total jerk that day, got drunk in a bad way, and idk things got out of control. we continue talking and i let it pass. but then the calls stopped, no more txt messages. she used to call me at 3 am because she couldnt sleep and little things like that. well to make it short, we stopped talking a few months after that. like zero talking, nothing. we still have a friend in common Nancy and she keeps us together in some way. but its not the same, not anymore.
i’m writting this because i just got a text from her ex, Oscar and he was like hey how are you, blah blah, but then he started rambling about her, again, i thought they were over for good, both of them have a partner. i feel like he just talks to me to know about her, he talks to her more than i do, irony, it’s like she broke up with me.
